This blog is starting to feel utterly pointless. Anything I want to say, I can't. This is almost certainly brought on by me being in a bad mood still, but I just wish things would become less... tangled. I also wish I had more to look forward to. It's really starting to get me down constantly thinking that I need to do homework or I should really revise for this or read through that. It's getting unbearable. I'm currently preferring being at college to the rest of the day; I hate being alone at home. Mum's out constantly and Jamie's got his own work to do, or he's doing something on his laptop. And frankly, I can't talk to Jamie that much, after 17 years there's not that much left to say. I can't be bothered playing my Xbox, I feel like I'm getting nowhere with guitar and I can't properly get into any books. I just wish I had someone to talk to more often. Not over MSN or the Xbox mic, someone to actually talk to. Some introvert I am, but I feel alone constantly and it's just depressing.
At college, I've actually got something to do, people to talk to. I suppose I'm just bored more than anything, but I've got so many thing I could do, I just don't want to do them.
Anyway, I'm going to at least try doing stuff, so for now I'll bid you Adieu.
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